I Might Be A Bit Poorly At The Moment
I don’t really feel quite myself just lately. Nix thinks I might be getting a bit of dementia and I suppose she should know seeing as how she has trouble remembering anything. I have been very restless just lately…I go to sleep for a bit after my walk but then I wake up quite quickly and want to go out again…I just can’t seem to settle. When we go to church I usually sleep right through it but last few times I’ve just sat staring at Nix and needing a lot of fuss. When Nix went forward for communion this morning I panicked and wanted to go with her. I did have Sally to look after me but I still felt panicky. A couple of times I’ve trembled a lot as well. When we went for coffee after meditation on Friday I was restless and then trembled and I also just sat and stared at Nix.  At this present moment in time I am banging on the back doors to be let out in the garden even though we’ve only just got in. Every time Nix lets me out I just go down and start digging so I have to come in ...